365 days have come and gone. It started with hope for more – Abundance!
So many new experiences were had. I was scared through half of them. I met so many versions of myself this year. Every-time I travelled, published, spoke up, spoke in different languages, was brave enough to dare – I met a version of me I had never been before.
This year also felt like the final year of breaking in a series of rough years. Bai! Some points this year broke me deeply – I grieved. ‘May the tears I cried, water the seeds of the new year’.
I made a lot time to heal, detox, reset and rest. A lot of self-reflection and remembering myself.
2025 ends with forgiveness – to myself. I have lived so many years of my life believing I surely deserved the pain I experienced. If not my own karma, then the generational curses due to me. The times I hurt others, I had to make my time. Some years truly felt like I lived in hell, or like I was a prisoner.
I was also so full of anger for all the hurt I had felt too. ‘As we forgive those who trespass against us’, I struggled saying that line. The list of persons to be angry with was also getting a little long and I honestly prefer to not think about those persons or interact with them, than be angry.
I have known peace this year. When so many things went wrong, completely against the plan – I let go and let God.
There was so many rich memories; with strangers, with friends, with family.
So Thank God for his Mercy in 2025. May the new year bless us all. May our blessings, bless others. May our collective lights, shine the new paths we will explore. There are many drafts from 2025, that were not finalized and released, so 2026 picks up right there. God bless us all!
